Inception

Justin wrapped me in a huge hug when I arrived at his apartment Wednesday night. "I've missed you all week," he said, basically into my hair.

I waited until we pulled apart before saying, "I've missed you, too," with a smile. After giving him a quick kiss on the lips, I went to walk into his apartment but he stopped me. I gave him a confused look. Why wasn't he letting me in?

"Not so fast," he said, leaning down to kiss me again. He slowly reached his hand behind my ear and began passionately kissing me.

A few seconds passed before he grabbed my purse, without breaking from our kiss, and gracefully threw it behind his back into the apartment. With both hands now free, I wrapped my arms around his neck and stepped forward so that my whole body was pressed up against his. He grabbed my butt and carried me until we reached his bed. The whole time our lips remained locked. He placed me down and began moving down to my neck as he helped me take off my clothes. I have no idea what prompted this warm welcome, but I was fully enjoying it!

We remained silent with every movement. I was on his bed in only my bra and lace thong when I began removing his clothes. We continued making out in our underwear for a while without going any further, which only increased my desires. I ran my hands over his shoulders and back. I don't know about any of you, but a nice, strong upper body is the biggest turn on for me. Maybe it has to do with feeling protected.

He ran his hands up and down my legs. "You're amazing," he whispered in my ear. I giggled in response. He playfully placed his fingers between the lace of my thong and my hips before sliding them down my legs. His eyes met mine and we didn't break eye contact at all as he moved his way lower on the bed until his head was above my hips.

The next fifteen minutes were unreal. I laid still with my eyes closed and my arms behind my head holding on to the pillow. I cleared my mind and focused on every movement of Justin's tongue. My back involuntarily arched and I moaned his name as I finished.

"Wow," I softly muttered as he lifted his head and winked at me. He triumphantly skipped over to the fridge and grabbed us each a water bottle. He seemed so proud of himself. It was adorable. I decided to feed his ego some more.

"Did I win some kind of award or something?" I asked with a smirk.

"Yup," he enthusiastically responded as he plopped down next to me in bed. "Girlfriend of the month. It was a tough competition against the other two, but..."

I cut him off by playfully whacking him on the arm. He put his arm around me and I placed myself against his chest in the ideal cuddling position.

Except, at that moment, he decided to stand up. "So, I rented a movie. Inception. I've never seen it before, which I know is unreal since it was so popular when it came out." He seemed to be talking rather fast and it kind of threw me off guard.

"Uh, me neither," I responded. "I mean, I always meant to but never got around to it."

"Perfect! So I'll pop it in. I heard it's really hard to follow if you don't pay attention." As Justin quickly turned on the DVD player, something occurred to me. Was he trying to keep me occupied so we wouldn't talk about anything else?

"Hey, Justin," I began as I crawled closer to the edge of the bed. "How're things going with Alan and Jackie?" I hadn't wanted to talk about them so early in the evening, but the way he clearly wanted to avoid it had me curious.

Justin froze for a moment before looking over at me with a weak, almost guilty, smile. "He hasn't told her."

"He's not going to, is he?" I quickly asked. It had been almost two weeks since we went to Atlantic City and I couldn't really imagine him bringing it up now if he hadn't already.

Justin looked away from me and sighed. "I don't think so."

I laid back in Justin's bed. I felt defeated. Jackie seemed like a really cool girl and I wanted to help her. If some girl knew my boyfriend cheated on me and didn't tell me, I would feel so betrayed, even if we weren't that close. I also didn't know how I could be around her and Alan knowing what I knew.

"Okay," I finally said. Even though I still wasn't satisfied with the situation, I desperately didn't want Justin to suffer anymore from it. I felt so disconnected from him since Atlantic City and I just wanted things to go back to normal. If Alan continued to cheat, Jackie would find out some other way, right?

After moments of silence, Justin walked over and put his arm around me. "Listen, I wanted him to tell her, too. I don't think cheating is right. I really want to make sure you know that." He turned my face with his free arm so I was looking him in the eyes. "It's really important to me that you know I would never do what Alan did."

A smile spread across my face. "Of course I know that." I didn't realize Justin was worried about how Alan's actions would reflect on him, but I trusted Justin. Just because Alan cheated didn't mean he would.

Justin kissed me and we dropped the subject. Even though he rented Inception as a distraction, I actually really enjoyed it. We didn't bring up his friends, or anybody else, for the rest of the night. We only focused on each other and that was exactly what I wanted.